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No one’s fearless.

Welcome to my inner fear.

Don’t scream, don’t shiver, don’t wet your pants, don’t shake till your hair drops, don’t scare till your lips turn purple, okay seriously this is crap talking XD

Thing’s i’m afraid of:




I think i have serious acrophobia. I even feel scare when walking beside a drain. Somemore are those normal ones not those high high deep deep ones like wooh you can jump into it and swim. Err dirty. If are those kinds i sure won’t walk near them. BUT. If there’s a protection PROTECTS me from falling then i won’t scare. Weird (?) acrophobia of me hah.

I still remember when i was like 10, my family went to sunway lagoon cause mum’s company organised a Family’s Day trip for all the staffs. Then there was an activity where we could go walk on the bridge which was HANGING ON THE SKY. SOMEMORE IS A ROPE BRIDGE like not so safe one. (but it’s safe actually) Then i get enthusiastic and wanna tried loh. After walking like 3 steps then i wanna turned back. :’)

BUT MY DAD MY MUM MY BRO MY SIS ALREADY WALKING. I yelled for my dad and thank god he came back for meeeee. I think i was crying while walking step by step like a tortoise. 😀 HELLO I’M TERRIFIED.

THEN THERE WERE THOSE FREAKIN’ PEOPLE who like have many energy no where can release KEEP RUNNING AND JUMPING ON THE BRIDGE. I so wanna scream. STOP JUMPING WALK NICELY EFF YOU! urgh. Like really loh. So scared already still wanna make the bridge move. GO BUY A JUMPING BED AND JUMP FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE. pffft.

(okaaaaay jumping is not a fault but whatever :P)


That tiny and geli thing. And dirty. And fugly. And bring diseases. And annoying. And yucking. Somehow, it just scares me. Although i too don’t like all insects except those cute cute one (got insect cute one? 囧) but i hate cockroach. sobs. So if someone play cockroach i will KILL YOU. 😀 Not the cockroach. Cause i won’t touch that thing. teehee.


Errrr. Used to afraid lol.

There’s a time when i really really scare of IT. (I DIDN’T DO ANYTHING WRONG OR GUILTY) Primary school that time. Classmates play those ghost games like 笔仙 and 碟仙.    囧     And there were ghost storybooksssss. Walao and that time i read them loh cause curious and nothing to do. Then the nightmare starts. :’)

I remembered when i was brushing teeth then i would feel scared. Like what if IT suddenly slowly came behind me and caught me? What if a ghost hand suddenly rising from the toilet bowl wanna… do what it wanna do? Thanks to all those books. ==

Now think back i felt that i’m err kinda stupid.

Just think of these only. Now ya’ll know and DO NOT SCARE ME WITH THOSE THINGS I TELL YOUUUU. :S Teehee all kind people won’t. Wanna be kind? XD

Exam ah! 😦 Few more days till then. WOOH SYOK. == Everyone study hard okay! ♥



It’s a quarter after 1, i’m all alone and i need you now

Okay it’s not that serious and now is not quarter after 1. lol. But i still need you?


Well. I kinda always become moody recently. I have no idea why. Too many to-do list? Haven’t finish those suckish things which i have to do? Hmm. Yeah okay can relate a bit.

But it’s usually that feeling when you need someone to hug. Or let someone hug. (omg) (why) (seriously i don’t know) Or when you just need someone to sit by your side, knowing that everything’s going to be okay. Or when you need someone to hold your hand, just need that kind of warmth. (fyi i have sweaty hands. It’s 1 of the strange things about me. When i feel nervous my hands start to sweat. WHY DO I HAVE SWEATY HANDS?!?! I don’t want a pair of sweaty hands wth. It’s not good especially for piano learners like me. Duh)

What’s wrong with me? hah.

Sometimes i feel so down i don’t even want to do anything. Waste time huh. And i’ll just sit at there and daze off. Like i usually do lol. (i realised i’m kinda good at time-wasting. WHAT? O.O)

Hormones change make teenagers moody? Don’t know.

I want your accompany. Communicate with you can make me feel better. Maybe?


Have a good day everyone! Don’t be moody like me! Wee!

And exam sucks! Yeah! 2 more days till freedom! Keep on your hard work people! 2 more days to go!


Weirdo (please don’t think it that way)


As i’m going to give you lucky people (HAH! Just kidding) a chance to know more about me. STRANGE/LOL things about me. Or habits whatever you like to call it.

DENG DENG DENG! (drum roll please)

1. I hate people touch my hair.

Except hairdresser. SERIOUSLY. DON’T TOUCH MY HAIR OR I’LL KILL YOU. I even feel annoyed when my mum touch my hair. lol.

2. I will be in a daze EASILY. EASILY.

Even when i’m focusing. WHAT? Yeah that’s me.

3. I like picturing people as animals.

I can’t help it. When i observe their faces, my brain starts to pop out an animal image for them.

4. I comb my hair NICELY before i go to bed.

I have NO IDEA why i do that EVERYDAY. I guess it becomes my habit HAHA. And the next day when i wake up my hair won’t get messy. HAH!

5. I can’t live without tv.

Same with the internet but not so serious compared to tv. I LOVE TV SHOWS=D I can practically watch everything on the tv when i’m bored. TV ROCKS! And the people who invented tv! (i so don’t know who is thatXD)

6. I’m slow but sensitive at the same time

How does THAT supposed to happen?! NO IDEA. I don’t really get what people say. Always. I would go: huh? huh? Say it again. But i’m sensitive in the inside (HAHA). I know what people feel or wanna do next. STRANGEO.O Get it? If you do not then you’re slow HAH!

These are all i could think about. If there’s more i’ll add them. And i don’t feel VERY PROUD about them but what could i do? *blink blink*

After you read this don’t use those weird vision to judge me. If not… 我不要跟你好了!

AHAHAHAHAXD I often say that sentence too.


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